Tuesday, September 15, 2009
ishh ishh.
should i drive to uni tomorrow?
i feel so weird now. it's like angry, excited and worried all mixed into one.
gahh.
i'm so bothered.
Posted by simon.c at 10:15 PM
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Thursday, September 10, 2009
here i am again.
sometimes i really don't understand how my parents can stand me. but of course i do things that i think i'm capable of handling. but still.. i have these feelings now i can't describe. it's not guilt. i don't know what it is. let's just say that i can't believe that my parents are okay with my new tattoos and of course i'm so thankful for that. it makes me feel like they are not so conservative like i thought. loves it. hehe.
random stuff- nokia has the worst camera(IMO)
- i don't really get people that brags a lot. i bet they must be feeling so tiny on the inside. or maybe, like zac efron said, maybe they have small penises. LOL.
- i'm gonna have to start wearing watch to school. but we'll see how long that'll last.
- i might have to move to PJ for the entire semester break. wanna work my ass off for the year end getaway. moolah moolah moolah.
- if you don't talk to someone for a long long time, do you think they'll forget you? i mean even after you 2 have spent some pretty bizarre but fun time together. geez, can't believe i'm still not over it.
gonna have to read up on some notes and probably get to bed. still thinking if i should go to sunny's tomorrow. gahh.
Posted by simon.c at 11:35 PM
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Monday, July 6, 2009
faceless diet.
so i've been feeling a bit sluggish these days.
i blame the lack of time for me to do any kind of exercise.
so instead of carrying on with the sluggish-ness since i have no time to exercise now, i'm gonna try changing my diet and see how it'll work out. i'm planning to only eat things that doesn't have a face. so that rules out meat of any sort. but i guess maybe if they serve starfish or sea cucumber it'd be alright for me to eat them. basically it's almost like going vegan, but it's just one of the way for me to go vegan but still get to eat my eggs.
Posted by simon.c at 11:55 PM
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Sunday, July 5, 2009
here goes.
i've think about it. instead of going around blindly looking for thing i'm into, why not trying to revive old passion and find something new along the way?
so yeah, hopefully i'll keep blogging at least every other day now.
something i really have to mention is that i think that Malaysia do not need all the foreign worker we have in Malaysia now. especially in KL. jobs opportunities are scarce, and still they are all over the place taking up job vacancy that should belongs to, say, a single mother of 3 or a father with 6 family members at home waiting to be fed. but what we see now is foreign workers all over place, and when they lose their job, what do they do? they resort to committing crimes. and btw, do KL really need that many building to be built at times like this?
OK, let's assume that Malaysia really need all those buildings to survive, can we at least let those better standard foreign worker in the country? can we make sure that they pass some sorta IQ test before letting them in the country? i swear some of them are totally brain dead or totally retarded. i'm pretty sure most the Malaysians out there have encountered a stupid foreign worker at least once in their life. you know why? cuz there are actually the majority of us in certain main areas in KL. let's just take the bus i use to go home with for example. i can bet with you that at least 6 out of 10 of the passengers are foreign workers. and most of them are unhygienic, rude and stupid.
and that's all for now. fuhh.
Posted by simon.c at 11:02 PM
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Wednesday, July 1, 2009
and the hunt begins.
i've just realized that i don't have anything that i am passionate about for a long long time now. i used to be passionate about blogging. but now i blog when i really have no where else to go to channel out my frustrations or thoughts. my life now is all about working, and chasing datelines for tasks in school. it's all about those 2 now for me. i don't even like my job now. i'm working just for the money. and school is so blah.
it's 1st of July now.
i'm gonna start hunting for something to be passionate about. and by end of the month, i wanna be so passionate about it, i'm willing to spend a period of time every week just doing it. wish me luck.
Posted by simon.c at 10:31 PM
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Sunday, June 28, 2009
srsly?!
i really wonder why everyone thinks that Trasformers 2 is so so so awesome.
it's a good movie. worth the money, but seriously, crappy ending. dreaming of robots?
it's his destiny to save a giant alien robot? seriously?
it seems to me like michael bay is trying to fuck up the next director's work.
make the ending all about destiny and those shit so the next director have to go with that.
sneaky.
Posted by simon.c at 11:33 PM
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Sunday, June 21, 2009
the craziness continues.
i'm still going through a "low period".
in fact, it has gotten worse.
the few things that are keeping me sane now are music, watermelon flavoured gum, and my ever growing amount of assignments.
my heart is telling me, "damn, all the bad things are coming at me at the same time!"
my head is telling me, "it's no big deal, it's just coincidence. just dance, it's gonna be okay, da da doo doo mm.."
and i'm so over telling people whatever i'm going through. most of the time they couldn't do anything to help even if they want to.
I remember George once told me to not worry about things that i have no control on. i'm trying so hard to apply that now.
just for the record, it's no fun being a substitute and it's definitely no fun when all of a sudden you feel like you're not important anymore. it's like "yeah, you're job is done, now get out!" or "umm.. we don't need you anymore, you can leave now." it stinks.
sometimes i wish that the feelings i have towards a certain matter is wrong. now i really do wish so.
Posted by simon.c at 9:41 PM
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